Her Life and Her Experiences

Even while the snakes were with me, Sweet Mother and Sri Aurobindo used to take me out on expeditions. They showed me the different worlds. I asked them to stay with me instead of the different words. I asked them to stay with me instead of the snakes and they agreed very happily. Moreover, from that time I could travel to many strange places. I was taken to the depths of the sea and told their secrets. I traveled in space and felt and lived the mysteries of the Sun and Moon and stars.
                                                            
This experience was followed in the next six months by many others. “ In those,” Mr. Reddy recalls, “ She used to tell me almost everything. Every day she would tell me what she had seen and done on the higher places.” Here are some experiences on that time.

Once I asked Sri Aurobindo to show me “Soul Land”. He agreed. After a long journey, Sri Aurobindo felt tired. We rested and then went on. After a while, we came back and I was very happy with everything that I had seen. But I couldn’t speak about it. When I got back I looked at the clock and I wondered why the hands were in the same position as they had been when we started. Sri Aurobindo said that our journey was not bound by time; it had taken place in the Infinite, beyond time or space.           

Once I asked Durga and Saraswathi to take me with them and show me other worlds. They did and we lived together happily. 
      
I went out with Sri Aurobindo and Sweet Mother whenever they took evening or morning walks. On one of these walks they took me with them as usual but suddenly found myself alone. I walked on and came to a huge fort. It had a huge gateway. I was curious and I went in and found myself in a hall. There was an assembly there of yellow-bodied people wearing crowns and seated on big chairs. I was surprised. They stood up and began to pay me their respects. And then I saw that the throne in the middle was empty. I was led up to it and asked to sit on it. I agreed. I asked them all to sit too. And then I realized hat they were Gods and Goddesses and that this was the hall of Gods. After a while, I came back to earth Sweet Mother and Sri Aurobindo.

I traveled  with Sweet Mother constantly in all the worlds and I saw many beautiful things and beautiful places. But I also saw terrible and frightening things, worlds where the worst forces are at works. I asked Sweet Mother,  “Why are you showing these things when you know I hate them?” Mother said, “your work is not just in beautiful places, you are to transform darkness into light, suffering into joy and death into life.”
                                            
Once Sweet Mother gave me a rose. I took the flower to Sri Aurobindo’s Samadhi. I knew it was not an ordinary flower. It was my soul. I held onto it fiercely. But as I was walking, Sri Aurobindo snatched it from me without my knowing.

I was very sad became I had lost my soul. Then Sri Aurobindo called me and asked me why I so sad. I told him that I had lost my soul. He said, “your soul is not lost and could never be,” and then he showed me the flower he had stolen. Then he replaced Sweet Mother’s rose with a golden rose and told me that this golden rose was his soul and that it would stay with me always. And then he blessed me. I merged in Sweet Mother and Sweet Mother merged in me. I was told by Sweet Mother that I must look after the affairs of the whole world, that I must bear very heavy responsibilities and work unceasingly for the divine.
                                           
Mother is still fourteen years old yet, as these experience make clear, it is to her that work of transforming the world began by Sri Aurobindo and Sweet Mother has been entrusted. It is not only Sweet Mother and Sri Aurobindo that are helping Her; all the divine beings come to pay Her homage and join with Her to help Her.